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Sunday, November 01, 2009

Doubt

Red, orange,
Golden brown

Crisp to its core
It waves around
Following the pattern of the wind

It goes around
And around
Lifts up and
Down and
Around once more

It finds itself
Back on the bottom
Cold
Grey floor

Embracing the newly
Found land
It lays still

Waiting for the wind to
Sweep it away
Once more.


Thursday, June 11, 2009

Nothing in the world lasts forever.

As I sit here thinking about the journey of life I can't help but wonder why and how I have come this far. I can honestly say that life is sure a box full of surprises. Through all of my experiences I've had with family, friends, school, work, and just society in general I feel that I've learned a lot about who and what I am. I can't say that I don't have any regrets, because I do but what is important is that I am still here standing on my two feet; happy and healthy. The most valuable lesson that I've learned is that nothing in this whole, wide world lasts forever. Relationships I've had with people that I thought would never end have ended and I can't help but wonder why or how it ended. Here and now I can look back at my past and honestly say that I wasn't the perfect friend to others and that I have made a lot of bad choices along the road of life. Looking back now, I can see that I held people up to a high standard yet didn't really take the time to look at myself and my own mistakes. Sometimes, even the smallest irritating factors led to a broken relationship and I admit that I have fault for hurting people that I didn't really mean to hurt. Nonetheless, relationships have been severed, broken, and never put back together. A lot of times, I was selfish and only open to my own feelings and emotions which is wrong, and I now realize that my own being has hurt others. I've learned that it is wrong to hold people up to standards and expect the best from them because they might be struggling with their own problems too. In that sense, all we can do as people is to be there and help others get through life. Who or what are we to judge others and tell them to be who we want them to be? Yes, disagreements can occur...yes, people can sometimes fight and bicker because of their differences... yes, people can feel bitter and hatred towards others because of their own lack of confidence...etc, etc. People deal with problems on a daily basis and shouldn't it be our jobs to help people through their struggles? Isn't that what friends are for? I truly believe that one of the reasons we are here in this world is to lift others up when they are down and to try and understand others for who they are. How can we call society "one" when people don't even take the time to slow down and examine their own faults? How can we say we are "one people" and fight for peace when we are so full of hatred and bitterness towards those people that we feel have left us, abandoned? People who come into our lives cannot stay forever, and whoever tells you that they will be there for you forever is bull shitting because nothing lasts forever in this world. All we can do as human beings is to try our best to live our lives in harmony with others and to constantly try to understand and be there for our loved ones. Even if they have fault, even if they have left you stranded alone, even if they have committed the ultimate crime against you (whatever that may be to you), even if they have killed a part of you...Even then I believe that we must stand tall and firm in what WE believe. If God has accepted us, sinful beings as the chosen ones and continues to be there and love us for who we are no matter our past sins and faults...who are WE to tell others that they are not worthy?


Monday, May 11, 2009

Source: Washington Post, May 27, 2002.

A Shot in the Dark: Swine Flu's Vaccine Lessons

By David Brown, Washington Post Staff Writer

Twenty-six years ago, the United States government got word that a deadly virus nobody had seen for years -- and which experts thought was gone forever -- was possibly circulating again.

There wasn't any proof it was back, just a few worrisome hints. However, the microbe had killed millions of people earlier in the century, so even a small amount of evidence had to be taken seriously. So, at great effort and expense, the government launched a plan to vaccinate the American population against the virus.

It seemed like a good idea at the time. But it turned into one of the biggest public health debacles in memory.

The disease was swine flu, whose appearance in 1976 was believed to be a reincarnation of the infection that killed tens of millions of people in 1918 and 1919. Today, the U.S. government is engaged in similar deliberations about smallpox, a disease officially eradicated in 1980 but whose virus some experts believe may be possessed by terrorists.

Over the next month, a panel of scientific experts convened by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) will debate the value -- and hazards -- of making the smallpox vaccine available in the United States for the first time in 30 years. Universal vaccination is out of the question, but widespread distribution is possible. By the end of June, the experts will recommend a course of action to the Bush administration.

Influenza and smallpox -- and their vaccines -- differ in innumerable ways, making comparisons tricky. Influenza occurs naturally and spreads quickly. Smallpox hasn't existed outside of laboratory freezers since 1978, but might be in terrorist arsenals. The flu vaccine has few serious side effects, while the smallpox vaccine has many.

Nevertheless, the swine flu campaign is the one recent example of a large, government-sponsored emergency immunization program, and as such may offer lessons for today.

Events began with the death, on Feb. 4, 1976, of an Army recruit at Fort Dix, N.J., during an outbreak of respiratory infections following the holidays. Throat washings were taken from 19 ill soldiers, and a majority tested positive for that winter's dominant strain of the influenza virus, which was called A/Victoria. But four samples were different, and New Jersey public health officials sent them to the CDC to be identified.

On Feb. 12, the CDC delivered a chilling report. The four samples -- which included one from the dead soldier -- were swine flu. As the name suggests, swine flu was endemic to pigs. However, the devastating pandemic of the Spanish flu in 1918 and 1919 is believed to have been caused by a strain of swine flu that, through mutation, gained the ability to infect people.

In 1927, a scholar put the Spanish flu's global mortality at 21.5 million. In 1991, a systematic recalculation raised it to 30 million. The latest estimate, published in the current Bulletin of the History of Medicine, sets the minimum mortality at 50 million, with an upper limit of 100 million.

The possibility that the Spanish flu had reemerged was a matter whose importance is hard to overstate -- and wasn't missed by anyone in 1976. Within days of identifying the strain, federal health officials were meeting at the CDC to discuss what to do.

According to various accounts, the idea that a swine flu epidemic was quite unlikely never received a full airing or a fair hearing, although numerous experts apparently held that view. Instead, the notion that an epidemic was likely enough to warrant population-wide vaccination grew from dominant opinion to unquestioned gospel.

At the same time, the rhetoric of risk suffered steady inflation as the topic moved from the mouths of scientists to the mouths of government officials. In a memo prepared for his superiors at the Department of Health, Education and Welfare (HEW), David Sencer, head of the CDC, talked about the "strong possibility" of a swine flu epidemic. Later, HEW's general counsel commented that "the chances seem to be 1 in 2." A memo from the HEW secretary to the head of the Office of Management and Budget noted that "the projections are that this virus will kill one million Americans in 1976."

A few experts suggested the vaccine be made and stockpiled but used only if there was more evidence of an epidemic. This was considered but rejected early on. The argument was that the influenza vaccine had few, if any, serious side effects, and that it would be far easier (and more defensible) to get it into people's bodies before people started dying.

On March 24, President Gerald Ford announced on television that he was asking Congress for $135 million "to inoculate every man, woman and child in the United States" against swine flu.

Over the next nine months, very little went right -- or as planned.

Pharmaceutical companies undertook crash programs to make enough of the vaccine by the start of flu season in October. But it turned out the Fort Dix bug grew poorly in chicken eggs, the growth medium for the influenza virus. This meant that yields were going to be about half of what was planned. In addition, one company used the wrong virus and had to start over.

The insurance industry announced it wouldn't insure manufacturers against liability arising from the vaccine. An act of Congress shifted most of the liability to the government.

Studies of Fort Dix's soldiers showed that about 500 had been infected with swine flu. But with only one death, this called into question the deadliness of the strain. In addition, swine flu didn't appear that summer in the Southern Hemisphere, as would be expected if a pandemic were starting.

Tests showed that single injections of some vaccine formulations didn't protect children. This required time-consuming studies of a two-shot regimen.

Albert Sabin, the father of the oral polio vaccine and a high-profile advocate, broke with the party line and called for stockpiling, but not immediate use, of the vaccine.

Three elderly people in Pittsburgh died on the same day within hours of getting swine flu shots. It was a chance event, but just the sort of guilt by association that arises whenever a public health intervention is done on a mass scale.

What killed the program, though, was the observation in early December that people given the swine flu vaccine had an increased risk of developing Guillain-Barre syndrome, a rare, usually reversible but occasionally fatal form of paralysis. Research showed that while the actual risk for Guillain-Barre was only about 1 in 1,000 among people who had received the vaccine, that was about seven times higher than for people who didn't get the shot.

On Dec. 16, the swine flu vaccine campaign was halted. About 45 million people had been immunized. The federal government eventually paid out $90 million in damages to people who developed Guillain-Barre. The total bill for the program was more than $400 million.

There are a lot of lessons to draw, said Harvey Fineberg, a former dean of Harvard's School of Public Health, who co-authored an analysis of the "swine flu affair" for Joseph A. Califano, HEW secretary under President Jimmy Carter, who succeeded Ford in January 1977.

Among them: Don't over-promise; think carefully about what needs to be decided when; don't expect the consensus of experts to hold in the face of changing events. The biggest, he said recently, was perhaps the most obvious: Expect the unexpected at all times.


Thursday, April 30, 2009

SWINE FLU

Source: Wikipedia

1976 U.S. outbreak

On February 5, 1976, an army recruit at Fort Dix said he felt tired and weak. He died the next day and four of his fellow soldiers were later hospitalized. Two weeks after his death, health officials announced that swine flu was the cause of death and that this strain of flu appeared to be closely related to the strain involved in the 1918 flu pandemic. Alarmed public-health officials decided that action must be taken to head off another major pandemic, and they urged President Gerald Ford that every person in the U.S. be vaccinated for the disease.[49]

President Ford receives swine flu vaccination

However, the vaccination program was plagued by delays and public relations problems.[50] But on October 1, 1976, the immunization program began and by October 11, approximately 40 million people, or about 24% of the population, had received swine flu immunizations. That same day, three senior citizens died soon after receiving their swine flu shots and there was a media outcry linking the deaths to the immunizations, despite the lack of positive proof. According to science writer Patrick Di Justo, however, by the time the truth was known — that the deaths were not proven to be related to the vaccine — it was too late. "The government had long feared mass panic about swine flu — now they feared mass panic about the swine flu vaccinations." This became a strong setback to the program.[15]

There were reports of Guillain-Barré syndrome, a paralyzing neuromuscular disorder, affecting some people who had received swine flu immunizations. This syndrome is a rare side-effect of modern influenza vaccines, with an incidence of about one case per million vaccinations.[51] As a result, Di Justo writes that "the public refused to trust a government-operated health program that killed old people and crippled young people." In total, less than 33 percent of the population had been immunized by the end of 1976. The National Influenza Immunization Program was effectively halted on Dec. 16.

Overall, about 500 cases of Guillain-Barré syndrome (GBS), resulting in death from severe pulmonary complications for 25 people, which, according to Dr. P. Haber, were probably caused by an immunopathological reaction to the 1976 vaccine. Other influenza vaccines have not been linked to GBS, though caution is advised for certain individuals, particularly those with a history of GBS.[52][53] Still, as observed by a participant in the immunization program, the vaccine killed more Americans than the disease did.[54]


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As Swine Flu is spreading worldwide, I can't help but to question why and how this "flu" has started such a large epidemic outbreak. The truth is we cannot believe everything we see and hear on the news or from the government officials. The only real source we have is the internet and our own brains to research what is really going on here. In 1976, there was a Swine Flu outbreak in the U.S. and government officials created a vaccine for 40 million Americans who haven't yet been affected. A short period after, there had been 500 people who were diagnosed with a syndrome that leaves your body crippled. Who knows how many people got diseased and died from the vaccinations? After this shocking news, people in the public didn't trust government officials to give out vaccinations. You would think that the government would research a bit more to see the side effects of immunizations they hand out to the public...but the simple truth is THEY DON'T CARE about us. For those of you out there who are scared of this swine flu disease going around...don't be because its probably just a normal flu that is going around that has been blown out of proportion. Of course, if you did get sick, you need to take care of yourself just as you would if you had a regular flu. Afterall, the symptoms of the so called deadly flu are the SAME as if you were to have the regular flu. Whatever your way of prevention is- wearing masks, washing hands frequently, using hand sanitizer, just believe me when I say DON'T TAKE THE VACCINATIONS. The government is trying to spread an even more DEADLY disease to kill the people. The side effects of the vaccinations may not show immediately, but after some time lingering in your body- whether it be months or even years, it will KILL you. You might say OK, well it can all just be a conspiracy theory. It's not!!! It's the truth!!! It happened before in history, and it will happen again. History just repeats itself. They are trying to control the population and kill us off slowly but surely. Just like Tupac said in his song, "They don't give a FUCK about US." Look at the history of the U.S. Why is it that every radical good-hearted person gets assassinated and DIES so young? Because the government doesn't want them tainting our brains and spreading the TRUTH about LIFE. Martin Luther King Jr., President Kennedy, Tupac, Bruce Lee...anyone who had power and the ability to make change for the better in our society has been put down to the grave. America is fucked up. There's only going to be more distressing news and events that come our way now. America reached its potential and peak and now we are on the way down. We've invaded so many countries and raped everything that belonged to them. We've raped their freedom, trust, respect...EVERYTHING that America supposedly stands for, we took from other countries. How does that make sense? The day will come when they turn on us. YES! US...The people that make up America will be devoured by them one by one.





Sunday, April 05, 2009

A M E R I C A

The great, great land of the FREE. They say we are free but are we really? If they mean complete freedom to do as we please then that would mean that people should never fear who they are or what they do. But we do. Everyday we have to look behind our shoulder to make sure they aren't there to come and get us. They = cops, co workers, people in a position of power, friends, family, lovers, people...just people in general. How can the people that "run our country" grant us this freedom when they enforce laws and ways to restrict us people as a whole?  People have brainwashed people have brainwashed people. Read that five times in a row! How can people fall back so much and expect to pick themselves up right away by dusting themselves off? Well, sorry but damage has already been done. We forgive, we try and forget but the scar still remains. And, society and media don't really help to get our morals straight. I'm not perfect but I feel now that all we have is an elevator to take us down, not up. But, wait!!! N O W~ RIGHT NOW is a time for change, a time for hope, a time to heal all of our wounds. It seems too late for such a change, not that I don't believe in change and "for the better" but because we as one people have fell far behind. The question is: How can we pick ourselves up? From the roots of our country, to the everyday obscenity we see on T.V...Nothing from the beginning has been set right. Only time will tell...once time passes we will all know the truth. What truth? How many lies have been told? We are living in a world that leaves us too cold to tell right from wrong but now, now they want to start re-building and making things right...just as they should've been in the beginning. Why do they make us run in circles? Why do they try to shake up our hopes and dreams? Why do they kill our faith in humankind? This just proves that people cannot and should not control other people within a society. When your living in this world, its hard to discover the peace within yourself, that's why we look to other things in life to make us smile. We find joy in the small things like a newborn's first smile or a blossoming flower in the Spring. Whatever it may be, continue to do what makes you happy because we only have one life on this darned Earth. Might as well live it well, whatever your definition of "well" may be.



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